Okay, I know your first question is why does'nt Susan have a temple recommend? I'll tell you and then you may speak with my Bishop, I think you should. I messed up after my divorce, but I have no unconfessed sin. I am walking the thin straight line of the Gospel and never again will I turn to the right or to the left. Living the Gospel is not hard it is harder to not live it. I found that out the hard way. Every principle that is revealed from heaven is for our benefit, for our life, for our salvation and for our happiness. How grateful I am for the atonement of Jesus Christ and my conscious. There is nothing more important to me than the gospel of Jesus Christ, I am so grateful to come to earth when the fullness of the Gospel has been restored. I love this church, and I am nothing without it. I recently read the book “Believing Christ” and it has renewed my faith in the gospel as well as my personal relationship with him. I(/span) am going to use my space here to say what I am looking for in an eternal companion,, I am not looking someone that is perfect, but someone who is perfect for me that balances me and I him. I don’t care what you have done in your past, but you must be submissive and be able to humble yourself, forsake any past sins if any, and be willing to live celestial law here on earth.

.. We don’t have to be a prune - Peter priesthood / Molly Mormon to live the Gospel to the fullest, that is not the Joy spoken of in the Scriptures when it said that man might have Joy. I need him to be a happy person and I plan to keep him that way. Someone that knows how to have fun and able to laugh for days at a time. I am looking for a man that loves the Lord that puts God first and me 2nd and not because we are commanded to; but because he is built that way and I will always put him before myself. I am looking for a man that is humble, has a huge heart and beautiful spirit. A man looking for his best friend, and desires to be one with me as, I have a need to be one with him. A man that is honest, true and loyal for I am a believer in intimacy and complete fidelity.

I want a man that does not sweat all the small stuff and that is not into drama though I understand it may happen from time to time and I accept that. I look for a strong man one who can think for himself that I can turn to about all the things that matter and I will do the same with him. I am attracted to dominant men, yet someone who is not afraid to be the submissive one once in a while. I look for a great smile and the way he looks into my eyes; it is the little things that mean the most to me. I want a man that takes care of himself and eats right and we can take care of each other. I want a man that is not a fighter and if we ever have a disagreement he’ll promise that we will never go to bed angry or without the problem resolved EVER. A man that will read the scriptures, conference talks on marriage and with pray with me every day that will serve next to me and complement me with his Spirit. A man that does what he says hes going to do and doesn’t make commitments unless he really means it and is ready for the task of a relationship. Yes RELATIONSHIPS ARE WORK! lol I am not looking for a project I don’t think, because I have a need to be needed and I will always know when to make it all about him. I have a need to love and to be loved that is strong. Romance, passion, chemistry and communication are all very important to me as I am hopeless romantic. I want the man to set the mood and do all the little things forever that people only do in the beginning and will never change once the relationship is years down the road.

It is the simple things in life that I find the most joy in, I want to live a simple life, yet a full life, full of laughter, family, making memories and travel and yet to never forget why we are here and the purposes of life.

I love history and restoration of cemeteries and gained a testimony through genealogy. I love to be outside and just do fun things. I love the ocean and everything to do with I enjoy nature, waterfalls, walks in the park, picnics, going out to dinner, to play with the kids and go to their activities, and if it be Gods will I'd love to have another baby but it scares me a little,, okay it scares me a lot.. I enjoy cooking, long drives and sleeping in sometimes, going to zumba with my sisters, and making the people around me laugh..ya never know whats going to come out of my mouth. lol I love to hold hands, to snuggle, kiss and to communicate… I enjoy watching a movie at home as much as a night out,, not that I don't want to go out, I will date my husband forever every chance I get. I enjoy going to the Florida Keys and anywhere else tropical, I want to take walks on that special beach with him hand and hand then eat dinner watching the sunset.

I know I spoke a lot about what I want in a marriage and that is because I know what I want, I know what I need, and in return I will forever give more back far more than I ever take

What can I say, I wear it on my sleeve. Ask me and I'll tell you. I am a divorced mom of 3 children 2 boys 1 girl Emma who is still home with me. My oldest son served his mission in Uruguay and is now married to a wonderful woman. My 18 year old son is getting ready to graduate high school in May and wishes to join the Coast Guard. My daughter is 9 and loves life and is a very happy girl as we have recently moved back to Indiana from the Florida keys to be close to her cousins and brothers. Ill miss the islands dearly but it is no place to raise a little girl alone. I would like to meet someone special that has some of the same interests as I and just love me for who I am. A daughter of my Heavenly Father. Please respond even though I live in Indiana I have the means to go anywhere.