Okay...gonna try this again!
In a world of uncertainty. Where things can change very rapid I hold on to the idea something can be forever. My life has not been filled with exotic travel. I have only been to the theater once (loved it). I went to my first concert last summer!( LOVED it) I have lived in the same small town most of my life. And while all of this sounds boring, and I might be inexperienced at allot of things, but it does not mean I have not lived! I have seen high mountain lakes where the view takes your breath away. The smell wafting over you and you know you have almost found heaven. I have held my new born baby in my arms, and felt so close to heaven I could almost see it. I have sat in the quiet of the night listening to my child breath and hope that he would live through the next day for fear God might take him from the illness he suffered. I have seen new born calves stand for the first time and take their first taste of milk. I have sunk my toes deep in the cool garden soil an closed my eyes with my face tipped toward the sun and felt complete peace. I have stood on the ocean beach and felt the power of the wind and rain and know that the power of God must be great.
I would love to think someone is out there for me! Someone who would okay with simple. I love to get dressed up and go out....but most often you can find me out in the barn...or in the garden growing a beautiful garden. I know how to make most things. I can all my own food. I cant live with my head in the sand! All is not well! I guess I would say I am a prepper of sorts. I was prepping before prepping was popular!
My children are my passion. They give me breath. They give my purpose. My heart is big enough to love children I did not bear.
okay...I may change this again tomorrow...lol! might be something with more humor, but tonight I felt serious!