I use an ink pen when doing crossword puzzles but stay in the lines when coloring. If I "see where I stand" and don't like it...I move. Sometimes I get tired of giving but I'm not very good at taking. I am even tempered until I get mad. I am strong but not always strong willed. I am independent...but don't always want to be. Every morning when I wake up...I am afraid but I get up and face the day anyway. I hope to find someone that understands what I am saying....and can be happy with it.