I am unable to respond to any emails sent to me, not a paid member here right now.
I am struggling with the question of am I alone because I chose to be alone or is this how I am to end my life journey?
I have been damaged so bad by my last relationship I don't know if I can ever go beyond friends again.
I hate being alone, but the pain, hurt and betrayal of the last relationship has left scars I never thought it would or could.
Hope you all can understand and maybe even relate
On the positive side, I am in my field work phase of becoming a mental health counselor and find it very interesting