I love my children very much. I can't imagine my life without them in it. The thought of being a twice a year dad was completely unacceptable. So when their mom moved to Idaho, I followed with no family support. Not a soul, (other than the two that were most important to me). Once I got to Pullman, I made the decision to go back to college. I have always had a passion for criminal justice. Being a police officer didn't agree with me, but that has not kept me from perusing perusing my passion by educating myself for an advanced career in the field. I loved having a family in my home. I miss the warmth of a loving family. But sometimes, one finds themselves unhappy, and as much as we don't want it, we have to allow others to make choices for themselves. It has been more than 3 years now and I pray for the wife I know Heavenly Father has waiting for me. I want very much to feel the happiness of knowing I have a partner for all eternity. I am taking the time I have now to prepare for that day to come.