I love my children very much. I can't imagine my life without them. Being a twice a year didn’t set well. When they moved to Idaho, I moved to Pullman without support. Only the two that was most important to me. Once in Pullman I headed back to college. I’ve always had a passion for criminal justice. Being a police officer didn't agree with me, but that didn’t kept me from perusing my passion by educating myself for a degree in advocacy. I will have to move when I graduate in order to work, so I’m taking full advantage of the time I have with my kids now. I loved having a family in my home. I miss the love and warmth they bring. But sometimesan) one finds them-self unhappy and as much as we don't want it, we have to allow others to make their own choices. It’s been 4 years now and I pray for the wife I know Heavenly Father has waiting for me. I want very much to feel the happiness of knowing I have a partner for all eternity. I am taking the time I have now to prepare for that day to come. Since I was a child the greatest song I've known is Little Drummer Boy. Whenever I hear it I remember so many feelings of elation and excitement mostly felt by children. Never lose your youthful spirit. It will keep you safe forever.