Do you know how hard it is to type a greeting on a cell phone. the spelling, grammar errors are awful.

I have always felt if I don't have the courage to ask someone out I do not deserve to date.

So a little about me. I have been married twice. The 2ND marriage we were married in the temple, but did not have a temple marriage. Our divorce became official in March12. We had been apart since June09. I have three children that live in Colorado. Because of distance and financial difficulties I do not see them very often. Someday I hope that will change.

One of my talents I have the ability to make friendships quickly. People open up to VERY quickly. My Patriarchal Blessing says I am the ability to touch the hearts of others. I am very friendly person, can and will talk to anyone. I have no problem walking up to someone and introducing myself. I used to work on computer/networks. I am very handy with my hands. I am a hard worker, and not afraid to get my hands dirty. I had a lawn care business, yard sign/greeting business, and welcome wagon/neighbor type of business. At one point I was even involved with Amway (not currently). I am a good salesman. I know this because I had to convince businesses to advertise with us in welcome to the neighbor business and building my lawn care clients. I have also taught, which I was very good at. Teaching came very naturally for me. I was much more comfortable teaching college algebra then giving a sacrament talk. I am not sure why either?

I love learning new things. I like reading self help books. I do like to read books on what make ladies tick. from my track record i obviously don't get it, however i am sincerely trying. I LOVE CHOCOLATE. There is no such thing as bad chocolate in my opinion. I swear I could eat it 24/7. For that matter I have a MAJOR SWEET tooth. Candy is my friend. My favorite is Reeses PB cups (dark chocolate). I will go through a bag of thoose heavenly treats quickly. I usually give them to people I work with so I dont eat them all.

Funny how we look comes up right after taking I talk about how much I like candy. I absolutly promise I look like my pictures. My profile photo was taken by me at my squad house using driodx2. Physical attraction is important, however personalty can make anyone become SO AWESOMELY CUTE and irresistible. Confidence is very attractive, playing hard to get not so attractive! If you say hello I will respond. If I say hello say hi back, ya never know what you or I might miss out on. Responding to me doesn't mean your commiting to eternal marriage, gosh, your just being courteous. If you happen to be gods gift to men, maybe you would bless me and be kind enough to share some of that CONFIDENCE with me

Although I would love to find true love/best friend I am in NO hurry. I am recovering emotionally from my last relationship and still a little insecure about myself and would take a VERY special sister to handle this. This very lovely lady pointed my insecurity out to me the other day. I am very grateful for that. I am anxious for the day I will kneel across the alter and be sealed to my best friend. I have been promised this will happen, and will not settle for anything less.

I mentioned I had kids and have not said much about them. If you are wondering about that. I love my kids, and miss them. There are perceived circumstances on my part that do not make it easy to talk to my kids on a regular bases. If you are still reading your curiosity has probably peaked. I just ask wait for a few correspondence happen before this is brought up. I need to TRUST you before I will talk about it. Is that fair?

OK I am a bit long winded LOL! At last, I am employed full time. I am changing careers, and am an EMT for an ambulance. Yep I drive that big vehicle you see in your rear-view mirror on your tail with sirens and lights lol. The last 4 months I worked two full time jobs. I am in the processes of letting go one of my full time jobs, working overnights at CVS as a shift manager, and working for a 2ND ambulance company. I have been working for an ambulance since Aug. I had my first respiratory arrest and loss Dec 20.

I am usually not into casual conversation, and am busy. I promise I will respond. Best Wishes and Happy New Year.