Lol! I need to add to this a little bit so that it doesn't sound so harsh. I know what I want but I don't know how to get it but through the Lords help I will meet the girl of my dreams. I am outgoing and workout 5-6 days a week. I have to for me. I want to inspire and be inspired. With the Lords help everything and anything is possible.
As I have been reading this I need to make a few more changes. I hope that this will help in making decisions in my life to get me to my goal of having a forever family. I have made mistakes and have always thought that I knew what I was doing. When you think you have everything and that nothing can defeat you. You get lifted up in pride. In my darkest hrs I was hoping that I could get out of everything myself. Thats when the Lord does something to humble you and thats when you have to decide "Who's on the Lords side who?" To sun it up after looking at tons of profiles I would like to say what I read on someones profile. "My life doesn't look the way I thought it would but I have learned that it is the hard parts of life which make the most of us."
I love the Lord with all my heart and lost everything that was important to me. So I left Utah because I couldn't find the help that I needed and that is why I am in a place of starting over and now I do everything so that I can be moved by the Spirit everyday. Only in him can we be saved. He is my everything. That is why I know that through the Lords help that I will find the girl of my dreams and we will be able to have a celestial marriage. Knowing that we make mistakes and that if we work together on our mistakes with the Lords help we will get through them and do what we need to do to keep the Lords spirit in our family.
I am half Native American and so I am close to nature. In my Indian tribe I am from the Bear Clan and so I joke to myself that I have 2 kinds of bears in me. My kids say that I am a big cuddly teddy bear but If i need to and if the spirit moves me I can become a grisly bear.
I am soft spoken and slow to anger. I prefer to get through mistakes and arguments by talking rather than arguing. Because anger clouds judgment and usually makes you say something that you wished you didn't and gives an opening to hold grudges. Because I am soft spoken. I am a little shy but since I have invested time in finding and keeping the Spirit I can talk more and am getting less shy.
I am a hopeless romantic and have always been. I don't think theres anyway else to be. I have 5 beautiful kids and the way that my ex-wife and I have it arraigned is the best for right now. I have my beautiful 12 yr old daughter who is everything to me and helps be to be myself. Now that I see things in a different light and bringing her up into that light is awesome.
All I know is that I am searching for the right person and through faith, prayer and fasting the Lord will direct me to the right person. I know that He is always with me now and he has never left me alone and he will provide for me as he always has. Trials are hard but only through him can we get through them.