My personality is always to be positive. In my experience I can take people's negativity and make it feel good to me. When they see how good I feel it becomes a double negative for them and that cancels out, according to mathematics,the bad and makes a positive. In addition, my blood type is A positive. Don't offer me something unless it is steadily supplied because I get addicted to Good things. That addictive personality makes me vulnerable to women because I always fall head over heals. The severity is calculated by the involvement. If I merely look at you and fall in love, I can look away but my feelings never change. For the better part of my life I have had an underprivileged advantage. My loyalty is of deep importance to me.Trustworthy and Honest, as well as, meek and humble. I willingly admit when I'm wrong and try not to brag about it. Breaking a promise or commitment should be painless or it's blasphemy.That's a lot about my personality. My ideal match doesn't have to be my saviour, she needn't come to the rescue and I pray that I have met her already or she is already interested in me. That might sound lazy. Really, if you were the type that wants to believe people, wouldn't you want to make it easier on yourself? To me my dependencies aren't problems and I am referring to chemicals I am told to take by a professional Psychiatrist/Practitioner and trusted family doctor. In fact there are things that I miss being addicted to and you probably won't guess correctly. In the topic of faith; My faith is a miracle. I didn't ever intended to have the beliefs that I do. Clearly in my mind though, I am so certain of the beliefs I possess, that they are facts to me and truly have room for improving, same as people are not perfect. Even with indisputable blinding, natural phenomena, I can see the truth. The truth, in an uncertain world, is usually invisible, yet I'm rarely incorrect when the answers are made known. Just words though. My actions have been both carefully formulated and chaotic. It's not enough to say " actions speak louder than words" because if that were the case there wouldn't be any results. Even in a chaotic action you can wait for the affects of what you did before deciding if it was a beneficial or detrimental.As well, sometimes you automatically feel, both a physical and mental, regret to certain actions. While other times, people can't use enough words to tell you you're wrong. We have to do and be. On an individual level, my history is something I consider to be personal, not confidential. I have been a dork, a cool guy, a popular kid, and so on. Those labels are confining because to me I wasn't any of those guys. Really, I am. Is anybody else? If others aren't, then too bad because they are now, since I belive that I exist and don't likely have phantom touch involving things that are. A wise person told me that they don't exist. As in others in the world. Well honestly, I have not existed before and here I am. There weren't any events between being and not being and then being again. Does that reflect the afterlife? A little. Does it say that nothing happens? Yes. Is nothing the only outcome? No. The common wordly struggle usually points between science and religion. There's religion inside of sciences and sciences within religion. I can't use either to explain divine intervention. Jesus Christ for example shouldn't be classified as a Magician or as a Prophet. Very few happenings people are aware of can be scientifically explained and religious beliefs are even more difficult to prove.We know there has to be a reasonable way to explain these things and that's where Faith and certainty come in.Heavenly Father used matter to create. That means that those creations are governed by sciences. My goal is to experience the creations that were made from perfect materials. As well, I don't want to do this alone. I would like to advance as far as I can. So, my partner, in my thoughts, is the woman of my eternity.