I joined LDSSingles.com as my 2012 New Years' resolution to find a temple-worthy girlfriend! As an extroverted spirit trapped inside an introverted body, I experienced several setbacks. Throughout the first two years, I made over 40 attempts at starting an online chat, in which only 2 women replied with a heartfelt rejection the same day while the rest never accepted my chat request. On the other side, I received many requests (all from one young woman I wasn't attracted to and had to block her) and numerous smiles from different women (mostly about how nice my smile is, which really didn't help my confidence). I finally found someone worthy on June 29, 2014 and during the next three months, it felt like a summer romance, which is how long it lasted before she called it off before we could meet face-to-face for the first time. As much as I wanted to fight for her, I respected her wishes and we went our separate ways, even though we already live 150 miles apart. One year later, we're still good friends who continue to chat on a frequent basis. I ask myself, also on a frequent basis, if she's the one who got away?! After months of pondering through scripture and prayer, I realize that she's still worth fighting for!