I am infallible. The fact is, everybody is their own biggest fan; everybody thinks they're cooler than they are; everybody spells worse than they think they do. Even if they think they spell really poorly, they doubtless spell even worse than that. I just take the pressure off myself. It's my worst enemy, this pressure. I relax into the fact that I'm kind of a retard. I just ease down into that reality and make it my home. I draw strength from it, I accept it, then I go out in the world, walk confidently and am comfortable in my own mediocrity, I'm resigned to it; not agitated by the wicked one-two punch of high expectations and the creeping sense that there's no way I'm living up to them. I really wish to find someone that will admit that they are more like this than the way they pretend not to be.